much ado about nothing
...
i don't know what to say.
qh says i have been outwitted.
and she is smarter than me.
best.
doesn't matter.
i just feel that this is right.
convincing myself?
maybe.
but, who knows.
and to add:
when i read someone's post i always marvel at how happy they can be. at least on the surface.
but just maybe, i missed all my chances so far.
and all that i have now, i need to credit them to myself.
which is very much, nothing.
i don't know what to say.
qh says i have been outwitted.
and she is smarter than me.
best.
doesn't matter.
i just feel that this is right.
convincing myself?
maybe.
but, who knows.
and to add:
when i read someone's post i always marvel at how happy they can be. at least on the surface.
but just maybe, i missed all my chances so far.
and all that i have now, i need to credit them to myself.
which is very much, nothing.

blank
contemplative
gloomy
drained