ALRIGHT.
i'm officially more stressed about where to go than anything else.
i mean seriously.
ANYTHING.
YEP.
actually its more of a decision between sim or poly.
ntu/nus is bleak.
VERY.
but if i get into ntu, i can weep buckets.
idea of poly at 20 is bad, not that yet.
but idea of poly year 3 at 23?
THAT IS FUCKING CUI.
granted, 1 year off related subjects in uni.
but i will at least be 25 then.
oh fucking hell, what am i doing, studying at 25 years old?????
and now i regret.
not exactly regret.
more like feel like zham-ing my own face for sleeping during As.
i can probably scratch up a grade higher at least, if i don't sleep like 2/3 of the time away.
regret is not exactly the right word, i feel pissed.
and i don't know how i can say so casually and merrily all the time about this.
its nothing merry at all.
fucked up.
big time seriously, big time.
the idea of I SHALL WORK HARD GET SCHOLARSHIP, kind consoles abit.
but i don't know how it makes up 3 years lost time.
3 years alot.
3 nian man.
and my earholes are screwing up on me.
all fucking closing up la?!
okay screw it.
DAE until 15.
i got, 5 days.
HA.HA.HA